I close myself off from most guys, just flirting aimlessly. Once they start getting all serious I get bored and i’m like, HAHAHA, yea I told you I lose interest, i’m bored now, sorry. And then I find a guy I really like, and then ultimately end up getting rejected. Then i’m all like fuck this, i’m done, and i’m all apathetic and shit, except I find someone completely out of my league and start like having a fan girl crush on them. Only because I know it could never happen, so rejection isn’t an issue.
So I basically explained all that just so I could say how in love with this man I am;